I’ve lost my productive moment..
Well, it’s not because I’m pregnant actually, of course I’m so grateful for this big gift from Allah..
But in the meantime, I don’t know why, is it because the hormon or something, I become more more more lazier than before. It seems like, do not know what should I do then? My job isn’t so clear, my contract, my future still in grey area..
I’ll become a mom! Yes! Only that one of a reason to make me happy now. But also afraid, am I ready to this?
My job, I do still need this job, though I’m sure my husband will take the full of this responsibility, but I feel that I should still find my own money for my self and baby..
But, what makes me worry is…I don’t have a maid…I need a maid to help my homework..how if me back to work? What about my baby? Oh God..
Actually now my feeling is in dillema…
In one side feel so happy but another side feel sooo….confuse..Please help….don’t know what to doo…. (*_*)
